Thursday, January 5, 2012

Lost

I have not posted in a long time.  I love teaching, but am having a bad year.  I want to be a curriculum director and not sure what I should do now.  I am a bit disheartened by my school.  I see so much going on and don't have the power to change it.
I had to change my project and don't know how to do this.  I have some support, but not a lot.  That is the problem.  How do I change the project and what do I do?
I feel like I don't know what is expected of me in the program or the school I work in.  It has been a tough year.
My husband was in an accident and had to fight with his job to pay for it.  My mother in law was diagnosed and subsequently died of stage IV pancreatic cancer.   My teaching partner was going to leave our campus because of stress and paperwork.  now she is staying and I am happy but she lost a dream job.
I don't know what to do.... I will plug through and make it...but I want to be the best I can be!!  I am working on finding a way to channel my energy.... Not sure how it will go!  Can't wait!
T